The pandemic brought something unexpected for Karleigh Webb. In February 2020, she moved in with two other transgender people and created a home where she could shut out the cisgender world.
In the safety of her self-described 鈥渜ueer trans fortress,鈥� Webb said she could finally confront her imposter syndrome and gender dysphoria.
鈥淵ou couldn鈥檛 run from it, you couldn鈥檛 mask the pain,鈥� she said.
The pandemic gave Webb the time and space to answer the most important question: 鈥淲ho is Karleigh Webb?鈥�
鈥淚 began to learn that in earnest in 2020,鈥� she said. 鈥淎nd it鈥檚 just carried over into 2021 and into 2022.
鈥�2020 was the year I truly found my voice as a trans woman.鈥�
COVID created many challenges for transgender people. But it also gave some a chance to explore their identity away from toxic workplaces, disapproving families and the cisgender world. On Transgender Day of Visibility, observed on March 31, trans people are celebrating their accomplishments 鈥� and reflecting on living through COVID.
There were some positives in the pandemic for transgender people, experts say.
Time alone was generative for Dr. AJ Eckert鈥檚 patients. Eckert is the medical director for the Gender & Life-Affirming Medicine Program at Anchor Health.
鈥淔or a lot of us as trans people, it can be really hard to sit isolated and alone and have to deal with your body,鈥� said Eckert, who鈥檚 also an assistant clinical professor of family medicine at the Frank H. Netter MD School of Medicine at Quinnipiac University.
The time spent alone during the early days of the pandemic gave some of Eckert鈥檚 patients time to confront themselves.
鈥淚鈥檝e seen a lot of people coming in who maybe wouldn鈥檛 have, like, 鈥榊eah, I鈥檓 going to start living my life. This is who I am,鈥欌�� he said.
Eckert says other positives of the pandemic include how some people felt less gender dysphoria in public thanks to masks; they were less frequently misgendered. Telehealth made it easier for some to access gender-inclusive health care and build trust with providers.
But to Eckert, there was more bad than good. Gender-affirming surgeries, years in the making, were postponed or canceled. Some of his patients lost jobs and then health care. Some support groups and services had to close their doors.
Webb heard about the pandemic鈥檚 effects on trans people through the . She鈥檚 a call operator on the 24/7 hotline. When lockdowns began, the phone lines lit up, she said, and the isolation hit the trans community hard.
鈥淔or a lot of these younger people 鈥� school is their lifeline, school is the place where they can be authentic, and a lot of those kids are going into environments that are indifferent or totally unsupportive,鈥� Webb said.
Transgender people experience higher rates of suicidal thinking 鈥� close to 12 times the rate of the general population, according to . Transgender people also experience , and at higher rates than cisgender people.
Then there鈥檚 been the rise of anti-trans sentiment and laws passed in various states to restrict trans rights. The Williams Institute at the University of California School of Law that over one-third of transgender youth in the U.S., ages 13 to 17, have or could have their gender-affirming health care restricted due to legislation. Fifteen states have passed or are considering bills.
Eckert is concerned for those who don鈥檛 have virtual work options and may be entering toxic workplaces.
鈥淣ow we鈥檙e looking at, 鈥極K, it鈥檚 been a couple of years, I really can鈥檛 hide this from people,鈥欌�� he said. 鈥淚t can be really, really scary to think, 鈥極K, I鈥檓 going to go back to this job where they know me as this thing I鈥檓 not.鈥欌��
Over 80% of trans people in 黑料吃瓜网 experienced harassment on the job and a quarter reported losing a job due to their gender expression, according to a survey by the . Trans people of color, particularly African Americans, .
Webb says that鈥檚 why Trans Day of Visibility, and the related conversations calling for change, are so important.
For her, it was at an event on Trans Day of Visibility in 2017 when she started to see herself. She鈥檇 been planning to come out when she was laid off from her job; she was devastated. But she found herself on an overcast day in New Haven at a vigil, holding a trans flag.
鈥淭hat was the first day of not living a double life anymore,鈥� she said. 鈥淭hat day I decided I am going to be me full time.鈥�
